Just wanted to say, I can't thank you all enough for watching me, supporting me, or just being a good friend.
I don't want to be pessimistic, so I'll make this short and sweet.
It's funny because in my last journal I wasn't completely honest, ironically.
The the qoute "Other issues holding me back" as you know I have not disclosed.
The main reason is actually quite obvious. It's the Internet... Anything you say or post can be interpreted in many different ways. This is something I usually talk to people one-on-one about and even my communication is limted on the matter, as it is hard for me to form the right words in my mouth.
As I've said I'm really not trying to pessimistic or trying to throw a pity party.
I'm just trying to inform you that if there any reasons for my strange actions. This is it.
Thank you guys so much and I wish I can do more